Story Poem by Paul Ballinger

 

City of Angels
(adult material)

 

In the Hollywood slums where tramps and bums
  and the human dregs doth stay,
they all found their way to old L.A.
  from near and far away.
Where the whores and pimps, the geeks and gimps
  are hustling for their bread
with the straights and fags, the hookers and hags
  in the Land of the Living Dead.
In the vacant eyes and open thighs
  where nothing alive doth dwell,
and the stench of death on every breath
  gives forth its putrid smell,
you'll find a shame that has no name
  and a pain that has no end,
born of need and human greed
  where no one has a friend.
You can fill your arm with heroin's charm
  or fill your veins with speed;
you can snort that coke till your will is broke
  and cloud your mind with weed.
Or, if you choose you can suck up booze
  till your eyes are shot with red.
But you'll sing your last song if you stay too long
  in the Land of the Living Dead.
In the tenement flats with roaches and rats
  strange poets make their verse
about some land so sweet and grand
  far from mankind's curse.
They shoot their dope and call it hope
  and dream of that better place,
till they've wasted away their final day
  in some gutter on their face.
Then the hags and crones all pick their bones
  while some drifter steals their shoes,
and these words alone decorate their stone:
  "He's finally paid his dues."
And the cops drive by with blood in their eye
  lookin' for butts to kick,
so they bust some gay who sucks for pay
  and make him turn a trick.
Or they grab some whore they've balled before
  and spread her for a lay,
then take her stash and all her cash
  and tell her: "Crime don't pay!"
And on the way back she heists some hack
  and shoots him in the head;
just another share of the old nightmare
  in the Land of the Living Dead.
The thieves and killers and rot-gut swillers
  all live back to back
with down-and-outers and revolution shouters
  in run-down tenement shacks.
Many walk the street, no shoes on their feet,
  (it's mostly the old and the lame),
whose only lust is for a bit of crust
  to battle hunger's pain.
While the hot-shot thugs with minds like bugs
  prey on those wretched poor,
then boast they're so tough, so mean and rough
  till they're dead on some bar-room floor.
Yeah, some think it's swell, some call it hell,
  and others just live in dread,
but most just pray they'll survive the day
  in the Land of the Living Dead.
And the up-town swanks all give thanks
  they don't live that way;
they've got their homes and pleasure domes
  and money enough to pay.
They drink fine wine and always dine
  in the very finest places,
and close their eyes to the tears and cries
  on skidrow's wretched faces.
They dress so neat from head to feet;
  they've gold and cash to burn,
for they make more loot on an MGM shoot
  than an honest man can earn.
But behind the scenes and movie screens
  the difference is not so deep,
for they do their drugs till they crawl like slugs
  and into another bed they creep.
They close their eyes and open their thighs
  to every thrill they find
and live their best dreams behind their screams
  until their souls grow blind.
On the boulevards and their fancy yards
  they advertise their bread,
but they're all the same in the endless game
  in the Land of the Living Dead.

©Paul Ballinger


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