The Poetry of Joyce Johnson

The Writing Forum’s Writer of the Month - March 2009

 

AUTHOR’S BIO:

I’m a widow, living alone with my big dog after raising a family and burying two husbands. I live on my farm in the beautiful Skagit Valley of Washington State. My land is rented out to bulb growers and every spring I have sixty acres of beautiful tulips or daffodils greeting me at my back door to inspire me poetically.

In May of 2008, I was named the most Valuable Member of the year in our District of Garden Clubs.

In July of 2011, I celebrated my ninety-third birthday with many of my family and friends.

I lost my only son in 1999. I started writing my poetry at that time to release my feelings and have been encouraged by the acceptance I have received on the internet as well as from my friends and family.

I have two daughters and their families, who live near me and I have come to terms with my life, both the sorrows and the joys that have been mine.

I have posted around 900 poems to the internet and have had many printings in the small press and have won a number of contests. I have also sold a few to magazines. My poems are usually inspired by my relationship with God, family and friends, nature, or memories of the past, and current events.

I am active in my church and my community. I am a member of two garden clubs and also a board member of Washington State Garden Clubs, traveling around the state four times a year for meetings and other functions. In April of this year I was named Servant of the Month at my church. My picture and my poetry were posted on the wall and I was honored for the entire month in various ways.

Besides being a wife and mother I was employed for thirty years at our local radio station as office manager and bookkeeper. I retired in 1983 and then spent another ten years as a tax preparer for H&R Block.

To read my short story published here at The Writing Forum, please click here.

Email: joyceijohnson@msn.com

 

Welcome!

POETRY BY JOYCE JOHNSON
Click on the button next to any poem title in the list below
to be linked to that poem’s location on the page:

  Appearances Deceive
  Childhood Memories
  My Hero
  Our Strong Oak
  Words (of advice to the neophyte)
  As Time Goes By
  Great- Great and Greater Grandma
  Living Water
  What Was I Thinking
  Without Limit
  Tragedy
  The School-bus Driver’s Prayer
  Not So Bad
  The Untold Story
  Dear Little Tear
  Downsizing
  Before Sin Arrived
  Empty Nest
  His Last Days
  Thieving Time
  The Pacific Northwest
  Lost Astronauts
  First-Born
  Alone
  The Facts of Life
  Winter Rains
  Great Grandbabies Doubled
  Long Evenings
  Ghostly Castle - Halloween poem
  Becoming Aware
  Miracle in the Mines
  Father’s Day
  My Sailor
  This Memorial Day
  Flown Time
  Your Easy Chair
  The Games

 

Appearances Deceive

A used Monte Carlo was my first car.
It couldn’t be driven so very far.
Though it had been well used,
It did not look abused.
Less a ride than a fine objet d'art.

Seven miles to the gallon, all it got.
We stopped at the gas pump, more than a lot.
Though gas prices were low,
My wages were also.
The car was pretty, its performance not.

I have had a number of cars since then.
None have made me as proud as I was when
I drove that sporty car
That could not go too far
Before a stop for a fill-up again.

© By: Joyce

 

Childhood Memories

The little two-room schoolhouse
On the North Dakota plains
Was the source of education
And of smaller joys and pains.

In the North Dakota winters
We spent recesses inside.
And sometimes in the basement
For a game of seek and hide.

So much nicer in the springtime
When we took our games outside.
We would laugh as we were swinging
On the playground Giant Stride. 

The swings were made of steel or iron
And if one swing wasn’t ridden.
It could fly around and hit us.
Giant Strides are now forbidden.

In the days when we must stay in
Because of too much rain or snow,
At the noon hour after eating,
To the basement we would go.

One time when we were down there,
I fell hard on the cement.
I wouldn’t show my bruises
But I’m sure there was a dent.

That evening when my daddy asked,
“How did it go at school?”
I told him I had fallen
As the tears began to pool.

“Where did you get hurt little daughter?”
I wondered at his merriment
And why he thought it funny
When I said, “In the basement.”

© By: Joyce

 

My Hero

I didn’t know there were bad folks
In the world, when I was small,
When my mama, dad and siblings
Were my very all in all.

My daddy was my hero and
I’ve never changed my mind.
A better man in the entire world
I am sure you couldn’t find.

He worked so hard for all of us
And never did complain.
A farmer all his working years,
He labored, sun or rain.

He would rest a bit on Sunday
After church and Sunday school,
For to keep the Sabbath holy
Was a Ten Commandments’ rule.

He put our needs far above
Any wishes of his own.
If he had desires besides our welfare,
He had never made them known.

He loved our mama dearly,
Never said cross words to her.
A rich man or my daddy,
It’s my daddy she’d prefer.

I never heard bad swear words
Or dirty jokes when I was young.
He warned each of the hired men
That he better watch his tongue.

He was not a truly big man,
Only five feet nine inches tall,
But when it came to manly virtues
Was most heroic of them all.

© By: Joyce

 

Our Strong Oak

You were the oak in our family tree,
With roots that were strong and true,
Holding your weight so tenaciously
No ill wind could topple you.
We nestled under your  branches
In the shelter of your girth,
Until our own roots were established and
We could survive by our own worth.

Only then did you give into life’s pressures
Only then did your roots release. 
God seeing how very tired you were
Took you to his home of peace.

© By: Joyce Johnson

 

Words (of advice to the neophyte)

If you are a poet,
You already know it,
To words you forever are bound.
Your brain has them in there,
You must make them more clear,
They’re music without any sound.

You didn’t pick them,
You cannot evict them,
They just keep rolling around.
They’ll stay in your head,
You can’t put them to bed,
Until you have written them down.

Not all unforgettable
Nor even regrettable,
Some are merely small puffs of steam
To relieve the pressure
In minuscule measure,
Subtracting the milk from the cream.

With checks of your spelling
With good grammar dwelling
Your talent will carry you through.
So don’t throw it away
On the fads of the day.
Old is sometimes better than new.

Shortcuts used in texting
Are in poetry vexing
Showing lack of respect for the art.
Big words aren’t always better
In your poem or letter.
Familiar is best at the start.

Some day you’ll collect them
And learn to connect them
Into poetry making you proud.
Poems don’t come without working
Nor with diligence shirking.
You will know when you read them aloud.

© By: Joyce Johnson

 

As Time Goes By

I resented the days, the weeks, the months
That were leaving you in the past.
The ticking clock was my worst enemy.
I wanted memories to last.

All of those days have turned into long years,
The years are now a decade gone.
Fearing my beloved memories could fade,
I have kept on just hanging on.

Today a kind and wise lady approached
With a cautionary word or two.
She said I am thwarting the Good Lord’s plans,
 I must start letting go of you.

“Your son has a lovely home in Heaven,
Another big assignment to fill.
You are holding him back by holding on.
Let him go to do his King’s will.”

I’m sorry, dear Son, if I’ve interfered,
God has work for you, I well know.
For you to find contentment in Heaven,
I promise I will let you go.

© By: Joyce Johnson

 

Living  Water

He holds the pitcher very high
As liquid pours into the bowl.
With the baby’s parents standing by
The pastor has a starring role.

Preparing to baptize their son,
He tells of God’s abiding love.
He picks the sweet child up when done
And asks for blessings from above.

The parents are gazing on with pride.
Their happiness with us they share.
Not once has their tiny infant cried
As our pastor gives him back with care.

Though it was not the child’s decision,
This sprinkle of the Holy Bath,
We parishioners pray that his baptism
Will start him on a righteous path.

© By Joyce Johnson
September 2011

 

What Was I Thinking

After working for most of forty years,
I’d surely paid my dues.
Retirement brought me time to play
and I need give no excuse.

I’d paid my taxes cheerfully
and tithed for the good Lord.
All my club dues were up to date.
No one could say a word .

If I should indulge myself a bit
and live my life with ease.
With children grown and on their own
I had only self to please.

One day a small cat came to call.
I fell for his kittenish ways.
He seemed be the perfect fit
when I had some lonely days.

What ever was I thinking?
My head must be filled with rocks.
I gave up my freedom, my just dues,
for a cat and his litter box.

© By: Joyce Johnson

 

Without Limit

Most of my life I’ve fit into a small four-sided box.
I had no thought I might escape this prison with no locks.

Obedient daughter of my parents and the ever-loving wife
striving to be the perfect mother, I put limits on my life.

I can’t pretend that I am sorry I prized their welfare over mine,
but with ending of my duties life can be of my design.

It is far too late I realize for the plans I laid aside
when I promised to be dutiful as a young and happy bride.

After thirty years of employment, for a while it was a shock.
that I need not set the buzzer.  I don’t revolve around the clock.

I have missed the chance, I’m certain, to have accumulated wealth,
but there are roles unlimited for elders in good health.

I have found a latent talent that has been with me since birth.
I’ve had the chance to let it grow and to travel o’er the Earth.

With this forum so unlimited I can send my words afar
with unfettered possibilities they could catch upon a star.

With my little house around me to protect me from the storm,
I have limitless time to venture.  I dare to tackle a new form.

© By: Joyce I Johnson

 

Tragedy

Ninety-two deaths from diabolic plan
of a selfish, conniving, evil madman.
Peaceful Norway is consumed with sorrow
and no one knows who will weep tomorrow.

Satan had planted him on the earth
made him a disciple at his birth.
He looks as normal as you and I
but he’s plotted for years that others should die.

Helpless young folks were sacrificed,
only the best for him sufficed.
So many good folks are now in mourning
because viciousness struck without a warning.

Norway has been  so crime free it appears
their harshest sentence is twenty-one years.
Twenty-one years not enough to pay
unless twenty-one years for each life that day.

© By: Joyce I Johnson

 

The School-bus Driver’s Prayer

Their parents and the school board
Trust me with this precious load.
May I never lose attention
As I drive on street or road.
Some will be new students, Lord.
Might I help to calm their fears?
Please fill my heart with love for them,
As I wipe away their tears.
With my foot on the gas pedal
And Yours upon the brake,
We will do the job together,
Never making a mistake.
Another school-bus driver
Transports one I call my own.
May she turn to You each day, Lord
Knowing she is not alone.
They’re the future of our nation
And their parent’s pride and joy.
I remember this each morning
As I load each girl and boy.
A youngster may be unruly,
Disrespectful, even wild.
Help me to keep my patience, Lord.
He is someone’s well loved child.

© By Joyce Johnson

 

Not So Bad

It’s really not so terrible,
This thing of growing old.
I don’t have to mind my manners
Or do what I’ve been told.

No one seems to care about it
If I break a few short rules.
And I can say I’m too old
To tolerate the fools.

I can wear the brightest colors.
Red and yellow, both at once.
Because I’m old, folks smile and don’t
Assume that I’m a dunce.

I can even hug young fellows,
Without scorn for being bold.
No it’s not too inconvenient,
This process of growing old.

In deference to my age, most folks
I meet are quite polite.
If I forget a thing or two,
They say that it’s alright.

At my age there’s not much difference
Between the rich and poor.
We can’t take it with us, money’s
Not important anymore.

Please don’t feel sorry for me
Or believe what you’ve been told.
It’s not the end of living
Just because you’re growing old.

©Joyce Johnson 6/8/03

 

The Untold Story

 I like to think that Daddy’s gold watch chain,
And the way it came about;
Was the true story of “The Magi”.
That O. Henry had mixed it up a little, and changed it,
As sometimes happens.

I remember it, his beautiful chain.
Heavy and each link engraved with dainty leaves.
Each of us had played with it.
Pulling from his pocket, the heavy, silver-plated watch it guarded.
Just to hear it tick.

I didn’t know it then of course,
It was the golden chain that Daddy prided,
Not the watch it led to.
He could have bought a dozen more of those at any store,
But never another chain so fine.

I wish I’d asked, I don’t know how it came about,
That Mama turned her gold, linked, bracelet,
 Into a chain for Daddy.
See it there draping her gloved hand,
 In their wedding picture?

Somehow they never told us private things.
So busy making a good life for all of us.
We were his treasures, the seven of us
And Mama and her auburn hair.
Then came the beloved chain.

I like to think it was that first sweet Christmas,
When they were still alone.
She loved him enough to have
Her treasured bracelet altered and

He wore a leather thong to
Hold his watch, on weekdays
Only on Sundays or other times
When he put on his suit, he proudly
Added the prized chain.

That’s why it happened that the chain was
On the dresser in their bedroom
When the fire started.
Daddy was still on the farm,
And Mama saved us.

It was so cold, the fire engines couldn’t come...
Daddy came by sled in time
To carry the library table out.
It was too late and the flames too hot,
To save much else.

I have that table now, my precious heirloom.
Daddy searched the ashes of our home,
As soon as they had cooled.
I saw the tears when he told Mama,
"The gold watch chain is gone.”

©Joyce Johnson 10/14/2000

 

Dear Little Tear

Dear little tear, I feel the tickle
as you trickle down my cheek.
I am wishing you safe journey
to the stream of tears you seek.
Find the river where tears gather
on their journey to the sea,
taking all our fears and troubles
as you’re doing now for me.

May you join soon with the others,
each of whom has played the role
of sweet succor to his human
and a soother of his soul.

 © Joyce Johnson

 

Downsizing

 "Mother," she cried, "You cannot fit everything into the space.
Ridding yourself of some of it is something you must face.”
I was opening a small red box as she began to speak.
When I saw the contents that it held my aging legs turned weak.
I’d put them away when he had died for seeing them made me sad.
They were still there all neatly tied, love letters from her dad.
I turned to her with welling eyes. “These go with me to my grave.
Your daddy wrote them to me, they are something I must save.”

“Of course, Mamma, it’s up to you. I’m just cautioning you a bit.
We must weed out the useless things. They simply will not fit.”
I put the box on the dresser where some other treasures lay,
items I knew I must go through before I moved away.
I gazed at the familiar room and the furniture it contained.
I fancied I heard the pieces scream, “Am I discarded or retained?”
I called my daughter to me and asked her to sit down.
“Don’t be disgusted with me Honey, I’m not moving into town.

I know you think I am not safe, alone on this old farm.
I’ve lived here now for sixty years and have never come to harm.
Your dad and I were frugal, we didn’t buy unneeded things.
The only jewelry that we owned was our two wedding rings.
I’ve never had a garage sale.  I had no excess to sell,
and we had no reason to buy new, when the old worked just as well.
I fit in here as comfortably as I do in my old shoes.
Everything in this old house I love or is of use. 

Knowing I’d made up my mind, my daughter sweetly assented.
Staying in my home with beloved things, I never have repented.
My letters in their box are on my little bedside table.
I’ll read one with my prayers each night, as long as I am able.

© Joyce Johnson 6/18/11

 

Before Sin Arrived

They lived long ago when the world was young
and in peace and plenty  abided.
Some roamed the land dressed up in fur.
Hard armor to some was provided,

They did not ask from whence they came
nor question the where of  their going.
They were quite contented with their lot
and had no need of knowing.

The meat eaters didn’t waste their food .
They killed only what they could eat.
They lived by God given instinct,
with no sinning and no deceit.

It went on like this for eons.
God created and then refined.
He wanted to populate the Earth
with these beings of every kind.

It was after He created man
from a handful of dry sod
that sin descended onto earth.
Man broke the laws of God.

Given free will, Man took the reins
And traversed the whole of Earth.
And that is how Sin came to be
and wrongs and troubles stirreth.

© Joyce Johnson 4/11/11

 

Empty Nest
To the tune of: “ I Was Born About Ten Thousand Years Ago.”`

I’ve seen chickens try to hatch a big glass ball.
Why the farmer put it there, I can’t recall.
But the saddest bird I’ve known is this robin all alone
Who’s been sitting on her nest from spring to fall.

The swallows have raised several families.
They are flying back and forth with perfect ease.
Madam Robin pays no mind and every day I find
She’s still sitting on that nest without a cease.

I will never know what happened to her mate
I truly fear he’s met a dreadful fate.
Nor what has happened to, her little eggs of blue.
By now they’d be no good at any rate.

She made her nest in my nice potted plant.
As comfortable a bed you’d ever want.
That’s if you were a bird, but there has not been heard
A single baby peeping and I can’t

Bear the picture that she makes there all alone,
The saddest bird that I have ever known.
My plant is dying too, without water wouldn’t you?
If they’d lived her children now would be full grown.

So now you see the problem that  I’ve got.
Should I leave the nest right there or should I not?
Which is the kinder way, tear it down or let it stay?
Until the bird and I are both besot.

Perhaps she is just working through her grief
And that little nest is giving her relief.
So I’ll just let it stay until she flies away
And my pretty plant is down to its last leaf.

Next spring I hope she finds a brand new mate
And he’ll be the kind to help her sit and wait
For the little babes to hatch, and her tenderness to match.
May he give her lots of eggs to incubate. 

© By: Joyce Johnson

 

His Last Days

There is something about palm branches,
The halleluiahs and hoorays
That separate Palm Sunday
From the following dark days.

They came en masse to laud him
With fever running high
They turned away to save themselves
When danger edged too nigh.

Only a few would follow Him
As he walked towards his grave.
Only a few would honor Him
For coming to Earth to save.

Would you have been among the few
Who dared to call Him King?
Or among those who shouted crucify,
His unearned death to bring?

If I had lived in those days
And been blessed to see my Lord,
I pray I would have stayed with Him
And heard His final word.

“Father forgive them, for they know not what they do.”

© By: Joyce Johnson 4/13/11

 

Thieving Time

Time is a master thief who steals
a bit of me each day.
I’ve tried so hard to stop him,
but he always gets away.

Not long ago I thought that time
and I were best of friends,
but when he won my sacred trust
that’s where the friendship ends.

He’s taken my luxurious hair
and turned it thin and grey.
He packs a pound and paints a line
upon me every day.

He’s loaded me with aches and pains,
and illnesses and grief.
The experts I’ve consulted
have all failed to give relief.

Though I could stop the hands of clocks,
and rule their chimes be muted,
time will still have had his way,
bringing changes undisputed.

© By: Joyce February 22, 2011

 

The Pacific Northwest

I live in Washington State
When I don’t like the weather, I wait.
The rain has begun
Next hour the sun.
Our rains come with handy rebate.

Through window the raindrops appear.
When sun shines, Mount Baker is near.
Nice days bring scenes
Framed by bright greens
All beauties of Nature appear.

My window is like a big screen.
Every day it is a new scene.
Mountains snow covered.
Birds of prey hovered.
Picture changes from wild to serene.

Nest show will bring springtime delightful.
The fields and the yards are abloom.
The birds and the bees,
The blossom filled trees,
All in view from my own living room.

© By: Joyce 2/22/2011

 

Lost Astronauts

It is a black day in our land;
Our hearts are filled with grief.
There is only one sure place to turn,
To find needed relief.

Dear God please meet them at Your gates
They dared to reach so high.
Is mankind growing much too bold;
Are we not meant to fly?

Our president has said it well.
“We didn’t see them land,
We know they have gone on to home”.
Someday we’ll understand.

You gave us need and ambition
In our short lives to find
The key to all the mysteries
Created by your Mind.

Please bless our earnest endeavors
To do the best we know
To get where we are going.
Where you would have us go.

We ask protection for the ones
Who carry out the plan
That You have firmly planted in
Resourceful mind of man.

Our nation is in deep mourning
Our hearts are full of pride,
For each of those brave pioneers,
Who dared to reach and died.

© By: Joyce 02/01/03

 

First-Born

There is something about a first-born
That claims a mother’s heart
And breaks it into pieces
The day they have to part.

Oh, Lord I wasn’t ready
To send him home to You
But when You said, “It’s time to go”
What else was I to do?

Oh, there’s something about a first-born
That cannot be replaced.
I loved him so, that he must go
Is the hardest thing I’ve faced.

Your mother knows the feeling.
She lost her first-born too
And now in Heaven’s glory
She’s living there with you.

He left me with Your promise
Some day we’ll meet again
And when at last I hold him
I’ll be freed of all this pain.

© By: Joyce 3/7/08

 

Alone

Mama and Daddy and brothers,
And I the new baby adored,
Uncles and aunts and grandmothers,
It seemed  I would never be bored.

Neighbors and friends and cousins,
All wanting to rock me a bit.
The  very first girl in our family,
Was acknowledged a perfect fit.

A sister and brother would follow
To bring me companionship.
With abounding love surrounding
Surely life would be a grand trip.

I didn’t foresee all the shadows
And the changes along the way,
Or that I’d be the oldest person
Alive in my world today.

They stayed until I was grown
Into a young woman and wife.
They thought they were no longer needed.
To guide me along in my life.

But oh what a lonesome feeling
That the first loved ones that you knew
Are gone to their Heavenly father
And there’s nobody left but you.

© By: Joyce 5/31/08

 

The Facts of Life

I saw an eagle, hawk and heron
As I drove to town today.
Each sat in calm aloofness
With a watchful eye for prey.

I’m glad I’m not a bunny,
A small bird or a mouse.
For with such predators about,
I’d dare not leave my house

If I were a frog or fish I would
Sit still with eyes closed tight
Knowing that big heron could
Devour me with one bite.

My Lord gave me dominion
Over land and beast and fowl
And made me big enough I can’t
Be picked off by an owl.

I find living to be tolerable,
Quite peaceful and serene,
But many smaller beings know
That nature can be mean.

So next time I feel like crying
And grumbling at my fate
I’ll remember all those creatures
Who would think my life is great.

“Survival of the Fittest” is
The rule by which they live.
Dying is the price of living
They accept it and forgive.

© Joyce Johnson 2008

 

Winter Rains

You know me very well and that
I’m not one to complain,
But dear Lord in the wintertime,
I get so tired of rain.

I wouldn’t want to have Your job
With everyone to please.
Could you save some for our summer
When we have droughts to ease?

I took a turn about my yard
To check my winter garden.
The plants have all been watered well
And my impudence please pardon.

I’d like a little sunshine please,
To boost my sagging spirit.
A bit of warmth to sooth my soul
If such reward I merit.

But if you have a larger plan,
Intend more clouds to bring;
I’ll put my garden tools away
And wait inside for Spring.

©Joyce 1/4/11

 

Great Grandbabies Doubled

Beautiful babies
Now coming by twos.
I’m letting friends know
Of this very good news.

Baby Rae Kristine
was born on September two.
As was Sweet Charlotte Jean,
So they’re still very new.
Just three months Thursday .

Each is thriving and gaining
Two ounces a day.
If they keep that up
How much will they weigh
In a year or two?
It’s scary to say.
It’s a fact that right now
Its all they need do,
So they gain on that schedule
And of course wouldn’t you?

© Joyce Johnson 2010

 

Long Evenings

There is a sound and smell that brings back
memories of the long ago,
of those short hours between the work and bed.
The family would gather
in the front room for awhile.
We were relaxed, contented and well fed.
Sometimes we’d play card games or Mom
would read a continued story to us all.
In summer evenings we could stay
outside for hide and seek,
but the dark hours started early in the fall.
In those early days of no TV,
and no electric wonders
when oil lamps substituted for the sun,
it took a lot of patience
and it took a lot of love
and understanding of each other to have fun.
Then there were the special evenings
when Daddy would get out
the heavy iron skillet to pop corn.
I would hear those kernels popping and
inhale the buttery smell
and just be happy that I had been born.
He would shake the skillet back and forth
on Mama’s kitchen stove
then empty it and start another batch.
Oh the eagerness that skillet brought
when Daddy popped the corn
is something that no microwave can match.
Now it only takes that popping sound
or the smell of melting butter
to bring all of the memories flooding back,
of those long leisure evening hours
we’d spend with one another
before Daddy said, “It’s time to hit the sack.”

© Joyce Johnson 2010

 

Ghostly Castle

I took my children in October
To a castle in the hills.
We were enchanted by its splendor,
Awing grandeur and its thrills.

Purple plumes of smoke were pouring
From big chimneys in the sky.
The silver moon came out of hiding.
Scary bats began to fly.

I heard moans and groans and cackles
Coming from those castle rooms
And I thought I saw some witches
Flying wildly on their brooms.

I gathered up my children
Fearing that one could be lost
With ghosts and goblins in the castle.
That would be too high a cost.

So I took them to a motel
Where live folks were all about.
Real spooks on Halloween is something
I for one could do without.

I took a head count of my children
And I seemed to have one more
Than I had when we went bravely
Through that big old castle door.

I took him with us trick or treating
Up and down the city street.
He was already dressed in costume,
Eye holes poked into a sheet.

I got them ready for the bathtub
Before putting them to bed
And to help the little stranger,
Pulled the sheet from off his head.

I dropped the sheet and left it lying
Upon the bathroom floor.
When I turned to bathe the urchin
He was not there any more.

The next Halloween my children
Went trick or treating once again.
I counted twice, and there were four
Where only my three should have been.

So it has been ever after,
Just the same each Halloween.
I take my children trick or treating,
With another in between.

He's just as happy as the others
With his bag of candy treats,
But when I try to free him of them
He's not there beneath the sheets.

I am hoping when my children
Such small pleasures have out grown,
I'll still have the little stranger.
I need not trick or treat alone.

©By: Joyce Johnson

 

Becoming Aware

I was very young and so small in size,
I sat by the mud, constructing some pies.
My mama came out of the kitchen door.
It was time for afternoon lunch at four.
She called my name, for she needed me then
To help carry lunch to our hungry men.
I had dried my pies in the summer sun.
I selected two that were nice and done.
Something made me do it, I don’t know why,
I called out to them, “We are bringing pie.
Happy faces fell at the pie we brought.
I knew I’d done something I hadn’t ought.

Their baby sister changed a bit that day
The first time she felt empathy that way.

©Joyce Johnson

 

Miracle in the Mines

Dear Lord, you’ve been with them thus far
Please stay with them until they’re out.
They’ve shared unselfishly what they had.
They know what brotherly love’s about.

Please be with those who seek a way
To bring those buried miners to light.
Seventeen days before they were found,
Not knowing whether day or night.

Please soften the rock through which they drill
And make their refuge stay secure.
Please keep their minds and thoughts on you
If four long months they must endure.

May their loved one’s voices comfort them
And let them know the whole world cares.
Loving people everywhere
Remember them with fervent prayers.

Thank you Lord for answering prayer
Of praying people everywhere.
Good men worked hard night and day
While the rest of us took time to pray.

©Joyce Johnson

 

Father's Day

Another Father's Day is here. Just one
Of the too many since you have been gone.
You taught us well, when were were growing up,
All that we'd need to know to carry on.

Faithfulness to God and truth and country,
And dedication to your family:
A perfect pattern for us to follow,
To make our future lives all they could be.

I'm wondering today, "Would you be proud,
Of how your seven boys and girls turned out?
If some of us have failed, it's not your fault.
You showed us what a good life was about.

I have used you as the perfect yardstick
To measure the true worth of other men.
Most have failed the test most miserably,
Not more than one or two like you in ten.

The strong love we had between us, Daddy,
Was always so completely understood.
I'm sorry that I didn't tell you often
The things I'd say now, if I only could.

Not once in all the years when I was growing,
Did you cause me unhappiness or pain.
I'd hold you close and say how much I love you,
If God would let me see you once again.

© By: Joyce 6/16/01

 

My Sailor

His good ship brought him home from war,
I thought he'd sail away no more,
My sailor boy, my sailor boy.
I welcomed him with open arms.
I wooed him with my girlish charms,
My sailor boy, my sailor boy.

I wanted to keep him from the sea,
To keep him always near to me,
My sailor boy, my sailor boy.
When that great ship left port one day,
He climbed aboard and sailed away,
My sailor boy, my sailor boy.

He didn't heed my pleas to stay,
"I'll be back home in the month of May",
My sailor boy, my sailor boy.
If he falls into the salty brine
The sea will steal this boy of mine,
My sailor boy, my sailor boy.

Because he never learned to swim,
That fall will be the end of him,
My sailor boy, my sailor boy.
Standing on the lonely shore,
I'll be forever longing for,
My sailor boy, my sailor boy.

Looking, longing, ever for
My sailor boy, my sailor boy.
My sailor who will come no more.
My sailor boy, my sailor boy.

© By: Joyce 5/5 2006

 

This Memorial Day

We remember that You promised
They have only gone ahead,
As this Memorial weekend
We pay homage to our dead.
We thank You Heavenly Father
That you lent them for awhile.
You know we miss each dear one,
His loving ways and smile.
When we place our pretty flowers
On their graves and tears are shed,
We find comfort in Your promise,
"They have only gone ahead."

© By: Joyce

 

Flown Time

I didn't notice as I went.
I wasn't keeping score.
Each new day in it sameness was
Just like the one before.
I thought there would be many more
Tomorrows in my glass.
Using it improvidently,
I idly let time pass.
The mirror now reveals to me
How older I have grown.
I'd like to have them back again,
Those days I used to own.
Now that future days are fewer,
I try to fill each one;
On this day a touch of kindness.
On this a bit of fun.
Storing memories while I can
As each day passes on,
Will be the way to keep them still,
When most of them are gone.

© Joyce Johnson

 

Your Easy Chair

The view that I have from your big easy chair,
Has not really changed since you would sit there.
Mount Baker still looms, she hasn't blown her top.
You'd watch as she steamed and expect her to pop.

Is the grass just as green as it greened up for you?
I'm trying to maintain it as you used to do.
You know that it's hard, for we shared all the chores.
This light one was mine, that tough one was yours.

Both of our loved sons have now joined you up there
And I sit alone in your big easy chair.
I'm glad you've been spared the bad times I've been through.
Your heart would have broken as God surely knew.

So He took you first and then called them one by one,
And I'm left to cope 'til my race too, is run.
I hope that you're proud as you look down on me
And this beloved where you wanted to be.

I've planted more trees and more flowers and more shrubs
And I've fought with the moles and the slugs and the grubs.
When I've weeded as much as my poor heart will bear
I come in and curl up in your big easy chair.

© By: Joyce

 

The Games

We see his parents in the stands
As they sit tensely clasping hands
In silent prayer for their loved son
And for the task that must be done.

Another recalls small girl she knew
Who early showed the skill that grew
With hard work and determination
Into a gift for her loved nation.

The small boy turned into the man
Who is this tall Olympian.
Spotlighted as the whole watches
This daughter who is winning matches.

With medals won and more to go,
Speed records fall, they're much too slow.
Favorites competing in the races
Fall back as others take their places.

The winter games of twenty-ten
Are turning children into men
And women who with skill and grace
Are winners in the human race.

© By: Joyce